Fusteration

So I tried to mosaic today and I had a block. It was like all the creativity just got sucked out of me. I know why. Someday I want to be able to clear my head. Someday I want to be happy again. When Ethan acts up about homework I want the strenth to handle it better then I have. I think I'm just at a loss as to what elce to do with him. I've decided to not fight him anymore and he can go to school and suffer the consequences.